I don't want to live in fragments
Saara shehr mere liye banna tha
Kya tum hasso ge? Tumhari uljhi si baaton se
Mein saari raat, left right, seedha, ulta
Khirki paas, baraamde ki batti jalaye
Najaane kis kis awaaz pe galti se
Chonk jaati hon
Bar bar, bar bar
Tum machli mandi
Tang parh gia jo shehr tou
Tum kidher jao ge
Mein to bachpan ki baaghi hon
Bewaja hi baaghi hon
Dewaar paar taamp aaon gi
Gir bhi *** to hass lon gi... unchi unchi
Mera kya, I was never myself anyway
When you are here
My simple house perks up as if
It were listening to all your words
The door frames watch wide-eyed
As you pass by
When you are here, the stairs do not even creak
The rugs creep behind you, all my
Knick-knacks know your name
When you leave, I read everything
Jese keh... I know you fill your pockets up with things,
You beloved thief
I know you want me to see
I know you leave your marks
On little things, as fingerprints
Keh jab subah ** jae tou
It is no accident that I find you
Over and over
Sirf tum hi hangama saaz to nahi
Saara bazaar tumhe banata he
Raat raat jaage; tum sajje sajaae
Ulta ussi ko nachwaate **
But I have no issue
Tumhari har ik awaaz pe
Ghar ka rasta bhoolay
Mein kyun na chali aaon?
Do you think me tame?
-
Phir be-saakht mein dekhon
Keh jaloos guzar chuka **
Or pura shehr saath us ke–
In tang-dil galliyon mein tumhe dhondte dhondte
Jo mein gum *** tou
Kon mujhe dhonde ga?
Apr 26
Apr 26, 2026 at 9:25 AM UTC
I don't want to live in fragments
Saara shehr mere liye banna tha
Kya tum hasso ge? Tumhari uljhi si baaton se
Mein saari raat, left right, seedha, ulta
Khirki paas, baraamde ki batti jalaye
Najaane kis kis awaaz pe galti se
Chonk jaati hon
Bar bar, bar bar
Tum machli mandi
Tang parh gia jo shehr tou
Tum kidher jao ge
Mein to bachpan ki baaghi hon
Bewaja hi baaghi hon
Dewaar paar taamp aaon gi
Gir bhi *** to hass lon gi... unchi unchi
Mera kya, I was never myself anyway
When you are here
My simple house perks up as if
It were listening to all your words
The door frames watch wide-eyed
As you pass by
When you are here, the stairs do not even creak
The rugs creep behind you, all my
Knick-knacks know your name
When you leave, I read everything
Jese keh... I know you fill your pockets up with things,
You beloved thief
I know you want me to see
I know you leave your marks
On little things, as fingerprints
Keh jab subah ** jae tou
It is no accident that I find you
Over and over
Sirf tum hi hangama saaz to nahi
Saara bazaar tumhe banata he
Raat raat jaage; tum sajje sajaae
Ulta ussi ko nachwaate **
But I have no issue
Tumhari har ik awaaz pe
Ghar ka rasta bhoolay
Mein kyun na chali aaon?
Do you think me tame?
-
Phir be-saakht mein dekhon
Keh jaloos guzar chuka **
Or pura shehr saath us ke–
In tang-dil galliyon mein tumhe dhondte dhondte
Jo mein gum *** tou
Kon mujhe dhonde ga?
29/03/2026
To Aayan
[Urdu-english mashup]
[inn tangg galiyoun mei agar kho jao tou naam le kar bulana
awaz pehchan jaoun ga]
