What exactly happened,
On that day?
What did I do?
What did I say?
What made you go away?
The questions echo,
Through my head each night,
When I'm trying to sleep,
Like monsters striking me,
With all their might.
Looking back,
I don't know if it was just,
Did you ever feel love?
Or was it just lust?
Did you really want to start a life?
Did you dream of sitting on the porch,
Looking at the desert skies?
You said you loved me,
Through icy blue eyes
Was it true?
Or were you trying to comfort me with lies?
You said it was my fault,
I made things end the way they did,
Yet I tried my best for you,
I was still just a kid.
Now all is said,
And all Is done,
Yet the memory echoes in my head,
At the mention of your name,
I feel the memories fill me with dread.
You used me carelessly, yet I still find myself picking the petals from flowers,
When the sun is bright and hot,
Saying,
She loves me, she loves me not.
Apr 1
Apr 1, 2026 at 3:44 AM UTC
What exactly happened,
On that day?
What did I do?
What did I say?
What made you go away?
The questions echo,
Through my head each night,
When I'm trying to sleep,
Like monsters striking me,
With all their might.
Looking back,
I don't know if it was just,
Did you ever feel love?
Or was it just lust?
Did you really want to start a life?
Did you dream of sitting on the porch,
Looking at the desert skies?
You said you loved me,
Through icy blue eyes
Was it true?
Or were you trying to comfort me with lies?
You said it was my fault,
I made things end the way they did,
Yet I tried my best for you,
I was still just a kid.
Now all is said,
And all Is done,
Yet the memory echoes in my head,
At the mention of your name,
I feel the memories fill me with dread.
You used me carelessly, yet I still find myself picking the petals from flowers,
When the sun is bright and hot,
Saying,
She loves me, she loves me not.
Making a comeback to poetry. Based off of my experience with a bad breakup.