Sometimes i force myself to cry,
so i don't drown in my emotions.
I pity myself until i am tired ,
then the nightmares come,
i dream of betraying you.
I haven't forgave myself.
I did not forget.
I was too young to understand,
the things i have done,
and what they meant.
I would never do it again,
never look the other way.
The words i say i will keep,
until God takes me away.
Will it ever be enough?
The life i'm willing to give to you?
Will my love be able,
for us to live this through?
Dec 21, 2019
Dec 21, 2019 at 11:37 AM UTC
Sometimes i force myself to cry,
so i don't drown in my emotions.
I pity myself until i am tired ,
then the nightmares come,
i dream of betraying you.
I haven't forgave myself.
I did not forget.
I was too young to understand,
the things i have done,
and what they meant.
I would never do it again,
never look the other way.
The words i say i will keep,
until God takes me away.
Will it ever be enough?
The life i'm willing to give to you?
Will my love be able,
for us to live this through?
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