i think that you must still be there
hidden in the places
where my bones come together,
hiding behind ligaments and veins
i think that i can't have lost you
i love you
i miss you
god, i miss you so badly
i really miss
when i was you
(like this: when you were young
and you didn't care about anything,
when you didn't really understand what was wrong with you, when you forgot things easily
when you weren't afraid of crying
and you didn't put on your brave face
when your mom got mad
when you weren't scared
of numbers lit up in green on a scale or on a box of food
when you didn't flinch when someone said cut
and when you trusted yourself alone with a knife
like this: you just didn't care)
May 18
May 18, 2026 at 10:08 PM UTC
i think that you must still be there
hidden in the places
where my bones come together,
hiding behind ligaments and veins
i think that i can't have lost you
i love you
i miss you
god, i miss you so badly
i really miss
when i was you
(like this: when you were young
and you didn't care about anything,
when you didn't really understand what was wrong with you, when you forgot things easily
when you weren't afraid of crying
and you didn't put on your brave face
when your mom got mad
when you weren't scared
of numbers lit up in green on a scale or on a box of food
when you didn't flinch when someone said cut
and when you trusted yourself alone with a knife
like this: you just didn't care)
can you miss yourself or am i crazy
