cold
no wait
burning up inside
hallucinating things
was that real?
i'm wearing my hiking
boots; you see?
i am ready for the apocalypse
kids ibuprofen and a few loose pills
in my backpack
fully charged vape and a half blank
sketchbook
hole in my arm where the doctor
opened me up
giddy despite the down
sad music playing
i ache to be a man
to be fixed
Ira tempts me
let it burn
well i am burning
my fingers with
a lit cigarette
no--- wait
a metallic pink
vape, tastes like melon
i want to dance on the nebulae
breathing in the nothing of space
anchored to this fragile
human body
but i am not human
you see?
i am something else
subtly disowned by god
my back aches where wings
should be
my vision isn't quite right
not enough eyes i suppose
nearly lost my right one
at six years old
cause i was just tired
no not tired, suicidal
seeing the sun set and the moon rise
i wait for the world to end
i ache for a dystopia
where i can just be
biting and snarling
cause everyone carries a weapon
even me
a knife, a small kitchen knife
how will the world end?
i hope everything just ceases
to be...
unfinished
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 1:24 PM UTC
cold
no wait
burning up inside
hallucinating things
was that real?
i'm wearing my hiking
boots; you see?
i am ready for the apocalypse
kids ibuprofen and a few loose pills
in my backpack
fully charged vape and a half blank
sketchbook
hole in my arm where the doctor
opened me up
giddy despite the down
sad music playing
i ache to be a man
to be fixed
Ira tempts me
let it burn
well i am burning
my fingers with
a lit cigarette
no--- wait
a metallic pink
vape, tastes like melon
i want to dance on the nebulae
breathing in the nothing of space
anchored to this fragile
human body
but i am not human
you see?
i am something else
subtly disowned by god
my back aches where wings
should be
my vision isn't quite right
not enough eyes i suppose
nearly lost my right one
at six years old
cause i was just tired
no not tired, suicidal
seeing the sun set and the moon rise
i wait for the world to end
i ache for a dystopia
where i can just be
biting and snarling
cause everyone carries a weapon
even me
a knife, a small kitchen knife
how will the world end?
i hope everything just ceases
to be...
unfinished
how we feeling party people??
