My mind is always playing games but it gets to the point where I don’t know if it’s serious or not.
Am I happy? I just laughed at something but I don’t feel happy. Am I sad? I just thought about suicide again..damn. Why do I never wear the same clothes again? Why do I cut my hair so casually as if everyone gets up randomly and shaves their head.. why must I be so care free and then guarded once I have friends? Where did they go? **** I pushed them away again.. but if I try and explain what happened I’ll hate myself because I am a burden..
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 12:16 AM UTC
My mind is always playing games but it gets to the point where I don’t know if it’s serious or not.
Am I happy? I just laughed at something but I don’t feel happy. Am I sad? I just thought about suicide again..damn. Why do I never wear the same clothes again? Why do I cut my hair so casually as if everyone gets up randomly and shaves their head.. why must I be so care free and then guarded once I have friends? Where did they go? **** I pushed them away again.. but if I try and explain what happened I’ll hate myself because I am a burden..
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