i hit thirty one days sober,
i should celebrate!
i was a non stop smoker…
i thought i couldn’t,
here i am,
crying away.
i got anxiety cuz i had such a great day.
let me put it this way,
us addicts don’t talk much about how scared we are to relapse.
i’m scared to retry,
i’m scared to fallback.
what if i don’t make it this time…
my anxiety to others looks like i did that,
i need a hug right now but i don’t wanna get criticized….
Jan 31
Jan 31, 2026 at 3:08 AM UTC
i hit thirty one days sober,
i should celebrate!
i was a non stop smoker…
i thought i couldn’t,
here i am,
crying away.
i got anxiety cuz i had such a great day.
let me put it this way,
us addicts don’t talk much about how scared we are to relapse.
i’m scared to retry,
i’m scared to fallback.
what if i don’t make it this time…
my anxiety to others looks like i did that,
i need a hug right now but i don’t wanna get criticized….
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