I’m throwing up on myself in the bathtub
and chain-smoking these Newport box 100’s because I need this nicotine but I could stop if I wanted
I have more willpower than any one person should be allotted
but that’s just the way it is
and I smoke them three at a time in hopes sometime soon this can **** me
its strange to say that I don't know you
when I was under you just a week ago
and you have that tattoo on your neck of the Bayside emblem
and when I traced It with my tongue you moaned in my ear
and you smelled of sour diesel and Marlboro reds and Budweiser
and now im a little partial to that
because that smell is seared into my sinus
and in the morning I would struggle to find my clothes
wrapped in the sheets and try to sneak out of there
before you could grab my wrist with tattooed arms
and whisper “stay, please”
so this is me sneaking down your steps in my socks
and tiptoeing past your Christmas tree
and opening the iron gate in front of your walkway
and this is me driving away in the rain at 6 am
because I should not be sleeping with a 24 year old man when I am 17
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 11:14 AM UTC
I’m throwing up on myself in the bathtub
and chain-smoking these Newport box 100’s because I need this nicotine but I could stop if I wanted
I have more willpower than any one person should be allotted
but that’s just the way it is
and I smoke them three at a time in hopes sometime soon this can **** me
its strange to say that I don't know you
when I was under you just a week ago
and you have that tattoo on your neck of the Bayside emblem
and when I traced It with my tongue you moaned in my ear
and you smelled of sour diesel and Marlboro reds and Budweiser
and now im a little partial to that
because that smell is seared into my sinus
and in the morning I would struggle to find my clothes
wrapped in the sheets and try to sneak out of there
before you could grab my wrist with tattooed arms
and whisper “stay, please”
so this is me sneaking down your steps in my socks
and tiptoeing past your Christmas tree
and opening the iron gate in front of your walkway
and this is me driving away in the rain at 6 am
because I should not be sleeping with a 24 year old man when I am 17
This is December 2013
