I don’t believe in deep down inside.
But deep down inside I am afraid that those
I care about will leave me.
So I leave them first and make sure
they can’t reach me.
So when they finally let go of me
It justifies my animosity.
So I showed them!
I win the game of hearts!
Because you wanted me and I
Denied you.
I win! I win!
Again and again!
Because you showed me what is
deep down inside you.
Haha! Haha!
You thought I was your friend!
You thought I cared about you.
(A secret part of me did.)
But so what! Even if I’m all alone,
At least no one can hurt me down here.
:)
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 10:10 PM UTC
I don’t believe in deep down inside.
But deep down inside I am afraid that those
I care about will leave me.
So I leave them first and make sure
they can’t reach me.
So when they finally let go of me
It justifies my animosity.
So I showed them!
I win the game of hearts!
Because you wanted me and I
Denied you.
I win! I win!
Again and again!
Because you showed me what is
deep down inside you.
Haha! Haha!
You thought I was your friend!
You thought I cared about you.
(A secret part of me did.)
But so what! Even if I’m all alone,
At least no one can hurt me down here.
:)
