i feel so ******* sick
i cant stop thinking about you
i want it to end,,,, i don't know how you feel
im too scared to ask
i hope you dont feel as disgusting as i do
but part of me wants this to be mutual,
this raw desire,
this anxiety,
im so ******* terrified
of how attatched to you i became so quickly,
the thought of this being unrequited is devastating to me
but the thought of you feeling the same fear i do,
is even scarier.
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 9:57 PM UTC
i feel so ******* sick
i cant stop thinking about you
i want it to end,,,, i don't know how you feel
im too scared to ask
i hope you dont feel as disgusting as i do
but part of me wants this to be mutual,
this raw desire,
this anxiety,
im so ******* terrified
of how attatched to you i became so quickly,
the thought of this being unrequited is devastating to me
but the thought of you feeling the same fear i do,
is even scarier.