I know I shouldnt
I know its bad
but something about that feeling feels good almost
I sound crazy
I know I do
the headache I get when I drink too much
I had 100mg in my water bottle today
of an energy drink
I had 110mg in the morning today
of my coffee
I know if my parents found out
I'd be dead
I know if I drank too much too
id also be dead
although that wouldn't be so bad would it
I'm already almost passing out in class
my head hurts like ****
the pain feels good
is it an addiction?
maybe...
do I care?
not really...
if there's a pain that makes you feel good
why not do it?
Jan 13
Jan 13, 2026 at 12:50 PM UTC
I know I shouldnt
I know its bad
but something about that feeling feels good almost
I sound crazy
I know I do
the headache I get when I drink too much
I had 100mg in my water bottle today
of an energy drink
I had 110mg in the morning today
of my coffee
I know if my parents found out
I'd be dead
I know if I drank too much too
id also be dead
although that wouldn't be so bad would it
I'm already almost passing out in class
my head hurts like ****
the pain feels good
is it an addiction?
maybe...
do I care?
not really...
if there's a pain that makes you feel good
why not do it?
