a monster
i'm a monster.
i hurt.
no fair cause i hurt.
all hurt.
i'm definitely going through a season of loneliness.
all because i don't know how to
properly
give my attention
to what matters.
i feel a thing.
someone is a thing.
i get wrapped up.
forget i have a life.
a god.
it's dangerous.
that's how i love so hard.
all this energy i wanna give to someone.
someone except Jesus.
what's really the problem here
who am i?
and why am i so afraid of being alone?
when in all actuality
i'm not.
it's too much
all is too much
no luck
it's hard for me to trust
i need someone
someone with my same energy
or better
God, why are you doing this to me?
May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 9:49 AM UTC
a monster
i'm a monster.
i hurt.
no fair cause i hurt.
all hurt.
i'm definitely going through a season of loneliness.
all because i don't know how to
properly
give my attention
to what matters.
i feel a thing.
someone is a thing.
i get wrapped up.
forget i have a life.
a god.
it's dangerous.
that's how i love so hard.
all this energy i wanna give to someone.
someone except Jesus.
what's really the problem here
who am i?
and why am i so afraid of being alone?
when in all actuality
i'm not.
it's too much
all is too much
no luck
it's hard for me to trust
i need someone
someone with my same energy
or better
God, why are you doing this to me?