Why is it that I always shake when I'm anxious?
Re-reading our old messages, and skipping through pages.
You enjoyed every inch of every word that I had said,
I yearn so deeply to be the only thought that runs through your head.
I replay in my mind every second of our last conversation,
The tension that hung heavy in a room where my words now stay wasted,
On a man who only pretended he cared,
All the promises he made tucked messily in a box somewhere.
I am now neurotic and obsessive,
But I'm young and won't learn my lesson.
I'll spend the next few months dreaming of you as I lay in bed,
Shaking and cold and out of breath,
Because I tossed away, into you, all that I had left.
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 9:59 PM UTC
Why is it that I always shake when I'm anxious?
Re-reading our old messages, and skipping through pages.
You enjoyed every inch of every word that I had said,
I yearn so deeply to be the only thought that runs through your head.
I replay in my mind every second of our last conversation,
The tension that hung heavy in a room where my words now stay wasted,
On a man who only pretended he cared,
All the promises he made tucked messily in a box somewhere.
I am now neurotic and obsessive,
But I'm young and won't learn my lesson.
I'll spend the next few months dreaming of you as I lay in bed,
Shaking and cold and out of breath,
Because I tossed away, into you, all that I had left.
