They always ask me why I make myself sad
No one ever taught me to be happy
being sad is better than feeling nothing at all
Better than that numbness
It consumes you
Breaks you
Freezes your heart over
Until you feel nothing
Until you don’t care about anything at all
I Just want to feel something
Anything
So I sit alone
And cry
Because it’s the only thing I know how to do
Feb 27, 2020
Feb 27, 2020 at 6:54 PM UTC
They always ask me why I make myself sad
No one ever taught me to be happy
being sad is better than feeling nothing at all
Better than that numbness
It consumes you
Breaks you
Freezes your heart over
Until you feel nothing
Until you don’t care about anything at all
I Just want to feel something
Anything
So I sit alone
And cry
Because it’s the only thing I know how to do
