Today
I am somewhere deep within my mind
Curled up tighter than the grip of your hand around my neck
I am trying to forget
But the memories are vivid like blood on crisp white sheets
I close my eyes
But you wait behind my eyelids
I scream at you to go until my voice is hoarse
But you remain
Smiling
I begged you not to lie to me
But that's all you did
I used to ache for you
Our desire so hot
Just a glimpse could ignite the dry pine forests around us
Now the thought of you is like ice forming around my bones
You make me sick and I can no longer stand the sight of you
Please
Leave me alone
Jun 29, 2018
Jun 29, 2018 at 2:01 PM UTC
Today
I am somewhere deep within my mind
Curled up tighter than the grip of your hand around my neck
I am trying to forget
But the memories are vivid like blood on crisp white sheets
I close my eyes
But you wait behind my eyelids
I scream at you to go until my voice is hoarse
But you remain
Smiling
I begged you not to lie to me
But that's all you did
I used to ache for you
Our desire so hot
Just a glimpse could ignite the dry pine forests around us
Now the thought of you is like ice forming around my bones
You make me sick and I can no longer stand the sight of you
Please
Leave me alone