You were my brother.
My first best friend I could trust.
She told my secrets, I couldn't trust her.
I could trust you,
have fun with you,
be smart and nerdy with you.
I loved you.
I told you how I felt.
You told me how you felt.
Miscommunication and a bird talking in my ear
ruined us
I lashed out at you, you apologized.
Why didn't I realize?
Yes, you are my best friend. I'm sorry. Don't leave now.
You didn't leave.
High School
You barely speak to me.
I am now uncool.
You are above me.
You mock me to your friends behind my back.
I convince myself that you would never....
I loved you.... you wouldn't.... would you?
Senior Year
Your best friend mocks me
cyberbullies me
nearly kills me by my own self-inflicting hand.
But what is this?
You could have stopped him
But I wasn't worth your pride.
You couldn't tell him no.
So I nearly gave up my life
Out of self loathing.
You were my brother.
I loved you.
You wanted to love me.
Why did you do this.
**** you Benson. I have no brother. And no love for you.
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 2:31 AM UTC
You were my brother.
My first best friend I could trust.
She told my secrets, I couldn't trust her.
I could trust you,
have fun with you,
be smart and nerdy with you.
I loved you.
I told you how I felt.
You told me how you felt.
Miscommunication and a bird talking in my ear
ruined us
I lashed out at you, you apologized.
Why didn't I realize?
Yes, you are my best friend. I'm sorry. Don't leave now.
You didn't leave.
High School
You barely speak to me.
I am now uncool.
You are above me.
You mock me to your friends behind my back.
I convince myself that you would never....
I loved you.... you wouldn't.... would you?
Senior Year
Your best friend mocks me
cyberbullies me
nearly kills me by my own self-inflicting hand.
But what is this?
You could have stopped him
But I wasn't worth your pride.
You couldn't tell him no.
So I nearly gave up my life
Out of self loathing.
You were my brother.
I loved you.
You wanted to love me.
Why did you do this.
**** you Benson. I have no brother. And no love for you.
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