disco ball
with red and purple lights on top of us
none of the those kisses were real
too drunk for my own good
not even remembering your face
or remembering which brand you smoked
makes me feel so cheap
not my love, but my lips
i don't wanna be kissed in the dark
at the back of a bar
like some ***** little secret
or at your bedroom
and it's four in the morning
where we keep quiet
not to wake up your parents
we were just kids anyway
i want to be held in the daylight
where i can see the light behind their eyes
and the flush of their cheek
when you offer me that
i will refuse and avoid
like i never wanted you in the first place
you'll smile like an old friend
when i see you around the campus
and i will say hi, embarrassingly
because i never knew how to reply back
i'll never see the sun
if i'd rather stay trapped on the dance floor
and let a five year old ghost haunt me
if i'll let you get close when only
i know you can't give me your soul
Mar 23
Mar 23, 2026 at 1:56 PM UTC
disco ball
with red and purple lights on top of us
none of the those kisses were real
too drunk for my own good
not even remembering your face
or remembering which brand you smoked
makes me feel so cheap
not my love, but my lips
i don't wanna be kissed in the dark
at the back of a bar
like some ***** little secret
or at your bedroom
and it's four in the morning
where we keep quiet
not to wake up your parents
we were just kids anyway
i want to be held in the daylight
where i can see the light behind their eyes
and the flush of their cheek
when you offer me that
i will refuse and avoid
like i never wanted you in the first place
you'll smile like an old friend
when i see you around the campus
and i will say hi, embarrassingly
because i never knew how to reply back
i'll never see the sun
if i'd rather stay trapped on the dance floor
and let a five year old ghost haunt me
if i'll let you get close when only
i know you can't give me your soul
i dont wanna be a lover undercover
