The wound is
Pouring
Open
No sadness
No somber
No melancholy
Only anger
Dripping
Rage
Souring
Flames
My story
Our story
The history
Between you
And me
The violence
The blood
The flood
What i once
Called
Love
I hate it
I loved so many
Songs
Treacherous
Dear john
Haunted
They made me
Belong
I felt it
In these songs
I sang
Along
I too thought
How romantic
It is
To be played with
Haunted
To escape
Into
This
To feel
Finally
Wanted
An older man
The slope was
Slippery
I ran full speed
Fell
And flew
If I only
*******
Knew
Loving him
Was red
Bleeding
Dripping
Starving
Only
Longing
Pouring
Into
Someone
Who only
Used you
For
!!Fun!!
I never listen
To them anymore
Now that i know
The meaning
I know
Behind them
I feel
So stupid
Singing along
So used
Loving those songs
So blinded
So obtuse
You
Abused
Me
And i turned
It into
A
Melody
And sang
Along
I thought that love
Was pain
I thought it
Was nothing
But
Suffering
It's all i knew
Around me
Fights
Knuckles
Screams
Bleeding
Hatred
Cruelty
Words
Stealing
Me
Stealing
What
I
Believe
Love was
Wanting to puke
Love was
Wanting you
Love was
Bugs crawling
In my skin
Love was
Everytime
I heard you
Sing
Love was twisted broken
Endings
Love was everything
We had
From the beginning
I thought it was
Love
To feel violated
Betrayed
To feel afraid
Misbehaved
My secret parts
Tearing
Apart
Free for your pleasure
Free as your treasure
I bled for us
To be together
I never listened
To those songs
Again
The ones she sang
They bring
So much
Shame
It's another thing
You ******* stole
From me
Today I listened
Today i remembered
All of it
The melody
The excitement
Feeling haunted
Feeling used
Feeling wanted
And abused
Feeling you
Feeling
You
I remember
The slope
The hope
The games you started
The regret I wanted
Wanting to run
Wanting to be someone
I remember
I was so young
So young
My life had just
Begun
I wanted to belong
To someone
To heal you
To understand
What everyone else
Misunderstood
I wanted
To be
Loved
To show you what it
Really was
You opened me up
When I didn't want you to
My kindness was so strong
You saw it through
You used
It up
****** me dry
Made me cry
I never loved you
I was so desperate to
Please
I let you release
On me
You knew
Yet you stole
All of me
My destiny
My mind
My sanctity
My kind
Ness
Ness
Endless
Suffering
You stole
My dignity
My respect
My trust
My neglect
My pain
My abandonment
My shame
My name
My fame
My debut
My speak now
My birthday
My red
My reputation
I'll never be the same
All i get to claim
To claim
In my own
******* name
Is this rage
Growing and festering
Inside
Of
Me
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 10:57 PM UTC
The wound is
Pouring
Open
No sadness
No somber
No melancholy
Only anger
Dripping
Rage
Souring
Flames
My story
Our story
The history
Between you
And me
The violence
The blood
The flood
What i once
Called
Love
I hate it
I loved so many
Songs
Treacherous
Dear john
Haunted
They made me
Belong
I felt it
In these songs
I sang
Along
I too thought
How romantic
It is
To be played with
Haunted
To escape
Into
This
To feel
Finally
Wanted
An older man
The slope was
Slippery
I ran full speed
Fell
And flew
If I only
*******
Knew
Loving him
Was red
Bleeding
Dripping
Starving
Only
Longing
Pouring
Into
Someone
Who only
Used you
For
!!Fun!!
I never listen
To them anymore
Now that i know
The meaning
I know
Behind them
I feel
So stupid
Singing along
So used
Loving those songs
So blinded
So obtuse
You
Abused
Me
And i turned
It into
A
Melody
And sang
Along
I thought that love
Was pain
I thought it
Was nothing
But
Suffering
It's all i knew
Around me
Fights
Knuckles
Screams
Bleeding
Hatred
Cruelty
Words
Stealing
Me
Stealing
What
I
Believe
Love was
Wanting to puke
Love was
Wanting you
Love was
Bugs crawling
In my skin
Love was
Everytime
I heard you
Sing
Love was twisted broken
Endings
Love was everything
We had
From the beginning
I thought it was
Love
To feel violated
Betrayed
To feel afraid
Misbehaved
My secret parts
Tearing
Apart
Free for your pleasure
Free as your treasure
I bled for us
To be together
I never listened
To those songs
Again
The ones she sang
They bring
So much
Shame
It's another thing
You ******* stole
From me
Today I listened
Today i remembered
All of it
The melody
The excitement
Feeling haunted
Feeling used
Feeling wanted
And abused
Feeling you
Feeling
You
I remember
The slope
The hope
The games you started
The regret I wanted
Wanting to run
Wanting to be someone
I remember
I was so young
So young
My life had just
Begun
I wanted to belong
To someone
To heal you
To understand
What everyone else
Misunderstood
I wanted
To be
Loved
To show you what it
Really was
You opened me up
When I didn't want you to
My kindness was so strong
You saw it through
You used
It up
****** me dry
Made me cry
I never loved you
I was so desperate to
Please
I let you release
On me
You knew
Yet you stole
All of me
My destiny
My mind
My sanctity
My kind
Ness
Ness
Endless
Suffering
You stole
My dignity
My respect
My trust
My neglect
My pain
My abandonment
My shame
My name
My fame
My debut
My speak now
My birthday
My red
My reputation
I'll never be the same
All i get to claim
To claim
In my own
******* name
Is this rage
Growing and festering
Inside
Of
Me
Taylor inspired this but it's *** listening to those old songs i thought were love songs only to realize they were about toxicness and abuse. It feels so weird now to see.
