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I feel like I'm sleeping. Never awake to handle the shock Just riding with the flow, Seems to never slow Its like there's a substance I have yet to encounter If I go on without it I might not survive. Even the feeling of missing something so important to human life, makes me feel So full , why? ...I don't know I cant live with you But without you I will die violently If you don't stay Its the addiction I know not of The heroine to my system of needing Annihilate my insides Twist my thoughts Killing me slowly You never hint a clue. My heartbeat slows my head starts to spin I lose my speach and cant find my legs You make me dependant Honing down on my thoughts Consciousness is gone Now Its up to you You have the choice pull the plug or keep me alive Just heads or tails to you You act like you need me you even say you do But love? I feel none Just the want of it. You pull Me in close only for one thing casting me aside Once you get what you want Just like the rest It feels like you are They say you are but You insist not I try to decipher who to believe But I can't You stole the ability Do this and do that Notes of discomfort **** me slowly Because of your problems At times I am scared Of what you may do I walk on glass egg shells Trying to please you One day it may click that I will want more But until I get there Your keeping score. We fight and we scream worry about all there is no love Only a lack there of It ***** all alone with no one beside You keep to yourself leaving me blind So bring the consciousness Don't just leave me wake me up before I die I want us to live I want a family So keep me to love Not to neglect.
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Jan 18, 2012
Jan 18, 2012 at 7:37 PM UTC
Sleeping
I feel like I'm sleeping. Never awake to handle the shock Just riding with the flow, Seems to never slow Its like there's a substance I have yet to encounter If I go on without it I might not survive. Even the feeling of missing something so important to human life, makes me feel So full , why? ...I don't know I cant live with you But without you I will die violently If you don't stay Its the addiction I know not of The heroine to my system of needing Annihilate my insides Twist my thoughts Killing me slowly You never hint a clue. My heartbeat slows my head starts to spin I lose my speach and cant find my legs You make me dependant Honing down on my thoughts Consciousness is gone Now Its up to you You have the choice pull the plug or keep me alive Just heads or tails to you You act like you need me you even say you do But love? I feel none Just the want of it. You pull Me in close only for one thing casting me aside Once you get what you want Just like the rest It feels like you are They say you are but You insist not I try to decipher who to believe But I can't You stole the ability Do this and do that Notes of discomfort **** me slowly Because of your problems At times I am scared Of what you may do I walk on glass egg shells Trying to please you One day it may click that I will want more But until I get there Your keeping score. We fight and we scream worry about all there is no love Only a lack there of It ***** all alone with no one beside You keep to yourself leaving me blind So bring the consciousness Don't just leave me wake me up before I die I want us to live I want a family So keep me to love Not to neglect.
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Jan 18, 2012
Jan 18, 2012 at 7:37 PM UTC
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