I feel like a destroyer
A dominant domain
Under siege
Attacked
On the left side of my brain
I feel words being
Taken from my soul
And lifted into another plane
I feel castrated
While menstrated
Drops of blood
Pour out of me again
I feel nothing
I feel creative scars
Trying to mend
Trying to help
But I won't let them in
I'm scared I won't be able
To block all the negative out
Which is intrusive and invasive
And never seems to stop
I feel soulful
Joyus
Loved
Alive
Until
The bread crumbles
In to rye
And I cry
Then I'll heal
Then this pain
Won't penetrate
My atmosphere
My heart
Has been lost
Kept under wraps
If softened
Then what happens next
If looked at
What will I find
Deepened rivers
Opened wide
Gushing
Rushing
She knows who she is
Understood
Misspoken
The real is here again
I must end
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 10:58 AM UTC
I feel like a destroyer
A dominant domain
Under siege
Attacked
On the left side of my brain
I feel words being
Taken from my soul
And lifted into another plane
I feel castrated
While menstrated
Drops of blood
Pour out of me again
I feel nothing
I feel creative scars
Trying to mend
Trying to help
But I won't let them in
I'm scared I won't be able
To block all the negative out
Which is intrusive and invasive
And never seems to stop
I feel soulful
Joyus
Loved
Alive
Until
The bread crumbles
In to rye
And I cry
Then I'll heal
Then this pain
Won't penetrate
My atmosphere
My heart
Has been lost
Kept under wraps
If softened
Then what happens next
If looked at
What will I find
Deepened rivers
Opened wide
Gushing
Rushing
She knows who she is
Understood
Misspoken
The real is here again
I must end
