#amend
Whether or not they take their life,
I’m half heartless to all despise.
Martyrdom mine two times of strife,
All souls have a rising demise.
I dare not seek to have revenge,
Knowing my eyes do not lie, see?
What words I say could make you cringe,
Why I stigmatized upon thee?
Chance after chance, year after year,
Always open to soon forgive.
What more to say no longer tear,
Turn to apologize, outlive…
What left half heartless to amend,
When no longer heart to pretend…
Mar 28, 2024
Mar 28, 2024 at 7:10 PM UTC
Day by day he became a man
surrounded by family and friends
Day by day he makes himself understand
Death is not an amend
Mar 7, 2019
Mar 7, 2019 at 9:50 PM UTC
I feel like a destroyer
A dominant domain
Under siege
Attacked
On the left side of my brain
I feel words being
Taken from my soul
And lifted into another plane
I feel castrated
While menstrated
Drops of blood
Pour out of me again
I feel nothing
I feel creative scars
Trying to mend
Trying to help
But I won't let them in
I'm scared I won't be able
To block all the negative out
Which is intrusive and invasive
And never seems to stop
I feel soulful
Joyus
Loved
Alive
Until
The bread crumbles
In to rye
And I cry
Then I'll heal
Then this pain
Won't penetrate
My atmosphere
My heart
Has been lost
Kept under wraps
If softened
Then what happens next
If looked at
What will I find
Deepened rivers
Opened wide
Gushing
Rushing
She knows who she is
Understood
Misspoken
The real is here again
I must end
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 10:58 AM UTC
In our world technological,
Here's how to talk to gadgets digital,
"Now, listen up, keyboard and router,
Not to mention dysfunctional mouser...
Are you listening to me carefully?
(I am talking to them, but silently),
I do have replacements for each of thee,
I see a future ahead of you three,
Tossed into the gaping jaws of a bin,
off to the council tip, repository of sin,
Did you hear that? Listening in,
Stop trying to do my head in!"
Now they're behaving dutifully,
Technology responding beautifully,
"I'm warning each one of thee,
No more messing around with me!"
Yes, how to talk to technology!
(But make sure you do it silently!)
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 4:55 PM UTC
I put a smile on my face
In attempt of hiding my mental race
Assuring people I will be fine
Feeding them with every false line
They expect me to let them in again
Figuring their tears in me were amend
I realized its time to start thinking about me
And leave my home under the level of the sea
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 8:43 PM UTC
wasn't it time who leads your footsteps to me?
but the time was so wrong and so do we
our love sinks very fast like the sun into the sea
how I always thought we were meant to be
and if by any chance the time made its apology
I wish your footsteps find their way back to me
-
"I'm not promising you anything,
but if I ever come back to you with a ring
you have to promise me you'll say yes"
"I promise"
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 4:00 AM UTC
Just looking at her with pure sincerity,
now that she knows;
I wished she'd like me for me.
But the disgust in her eyes,
told me otherwise.
It was another start of one of my fears,
mercilessly coming true;
nothing i could do to amend.
The things i never did.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 4:55 AM UTC