Everyone I've only been home for about 4 weeks and already I feel myself failing.
I am trying everyday, I try and I try. But I feel my will slowly fading
It's different being back here where I have no support meetings and daily check ups
It's different, and I ******* hate this all of it
I want to give up but I know, I know I just can't
Not for anyone else, but for myself.
I miss me.
I miss Emma, and I'm scared that she'll never come back. That she'll never be the same
Today I ate a slice of pizza, some granola, and filled up on water. Even then I wanted to ***** I wanted to let it all go, the pain, the suffering, the fear.
I don't want to be so negative but it's a ******* disease, bulimia is one hell of a sickness. One that I might just rot away in
I want to be held and loved. I want to be happy and free. I want my life back everyone
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 3:48 AM UTC
Everyone I've only been home for about 4 weeks and already I feel myself failing.
I am trying everyday, I try and I try. But I feel my will slowly fading
It's different being back here where I have no support meetings and daily check ups
It's different, and I ******* hate this all of it
I want to give up but I know, I know I just can't
Not for anyone else, but for myself.
I miss me.
I miss Emma, and I'm scared that she'll never come back. That she'll never be the same
Today I ate a slice of pizza, some granola, and filled up on water. Even then I wanted to ***** I wanted to let it all go, the pain, the suffering, the fear.
I don't want to be so negative but it's a ******* disease, bulimia is one hell of a sickness. One that I might just rot away in
I want to be held and loved. I want to be happy and free. I want my life back everyone
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