familiar old friend
although
im not sure if friend
is the right word
its been almost
a year now
almost
284 days
that i was kinda
proud of
but here we are
here i am
running my fingers
along your edges
and
theyre cold
cold enough
that when i trace
my hips with
you it
almost feels
safe
and
habitual
but i said
almost
and you see
i only want you
around
when i cant
face my mistakes
when i cant
face the people
i hurt
and the
pain ive caused
i know its wrong
i know that
but i deserve it
unlike a lot of things
i deserve this
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 9:42 PM UTC
familiar old friend
although
im not sure if friend
is the right word
its been almost
a year now
almost
284 days
that i was kinda
proud of
but here we are
here i am
running my fingers
along your edges
and
theyre cold
cold enough
that when i trace
my hips with
you it
almost feels
safe
and
habitual
but i said
almost
and you see
i only want you
around
when i cant
face my mistakes
when i cant
face the people
i hurt
and the
pain ive caused
i know its wrong
i know that
but i deserve it
unlike a lot of things
i deserve this
