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I want to become art. When the pit at the bottom of my stomach seems to grow and all possibility for human interaction is fleeting I dream of becoming the girl That other girls wish to be If only they wait long enough to raise a peach to their quivering lips Weeping because they know their DNA Will never be as perfect as my own I want to become art I want my skeleton Buldging boldly from my skin To become some ones master piece Their magnum opus I want to be the Mona Lisa of the modern age The bold brash beauty I want to be the girl that smiles without it being forced I want to be a gamer I want the mirror to stop being agony I want to be taller I want to be smaller I want to laugh quieter I want my legs to work normally I want to become art I want to be plus sized And I know so **** well it takes more Than 21 days to break a habit Because its been 48 and I'm still thinking of how much I ate Last night I felt pretty when I was hungry Today I feel freaking beautiful because I Am full I am alive I am me I want to show the world I'm here I'm big And beautiful I want to show My starving sisters That they need not starve Anymore I want to become art A new form of art A piece of art That shows that you don't have To be like that girl Or that one Or that one over there You just need to be the most important thing of all You And that is the most beautiful thing of all. A masterpiece Stay strong My starving sisters
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May 24, 2018
May 24, 2018 at 3:05 PM UTC
I want to become art
I want to become art. When the pit at the bottom of my stomach seems to grow and all possibility for human interaction is fleeting I dream of becoming the girl That other girls wish to be If only they wait long enough to raise a peach to their quivering lips Weeping because they know their DNA Will never be as perfect as my own I want to become art I want my skeleton Buldging boldly from my skin To become some ones master piece Their magnum opus I want to be the Mona Lisa of the modern age The bold brash beauty I want to be the girl that smiles without it being forced I want to be a gamer I want the mirror to stop being agony I want to be taller I want to be smaller I want to laugh quieter I want my legs to work normally I want to become art I want to be plus sized And I know so **** well it takes more Than 21 days to break a habit Because its been 48 and I'm still thinking of how much I ate Last night I felt pretty when I was hungry Today I feel freaking beautiful because I Am full I am alive I am me I want to show the world I'm here I'm big And beautiful I want to show My starving sisters That they need not starve Anymore I want to become art A new form of art A piece of art That shows that you don't have To be like that girl Or that one Or that one over there You just need to be the most important thing of all You And that is the most beautiful thing of all. A masterpiece Stay strong My starving sisters
Prompt for my daily poem task was to just free write and i figured my poems are all centered around things like eating disorder and they are all universally negative and cynical so i thought i'd try and stay positive
#anorexia#happy#recovery
PikazardTNT
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PikazardTNT
22/Gender Fluid
May 24, 2018
May 24, 2018 at 3:05 PM UTC
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