there was a time when i had actual attainments; healthy ones,
when i desired to be smart and successful.
but currently, those goals have expunged,
now my wants are no more to be loved or wanted.
ive always wanted to be happy but right now happiness is way out of reach,
i try and try and want and want but im never good enough.
when things **** me over, i keep emotions inside,
store them in a place called my ****** up head.
but theres a point where that head of mine,
cant handle those annoying emotions and feelings.
i let them go through physically; i breathe in, exhale,
and or that moment it feels better. but in time it gets worse.
Dec 16, 2013
Dec 16, 2013 at 9:09 PM UTC
there was a time when i had actual attainments; healthy ones,
when i desired to be smart and successful.
but currently, those goals have expunged,
now my wants are no more to be loved or wanted.
ive always wanted to be happy but right now happiness is way out of reach,
i try and try and want and want but im never good enough.
when things **** me over, i keep emotions inside,
store them in a place called my ****** up head.
but theres a point where that head of mine,
cant handle those annoying emotions and feelings.
i let them go through physically; i breathe in, exhale,
and or that moment it feels better. but in time it gets worse.
