Everything is still the same, except just rearranged
except for dad, he's changed.
I fell down and nearly drowned
in whiskey and *******
I thought I could replace the pain
of not seeing your face again
but every ******* trace you left behind
was sacred space, inside confined
the welling tragedy, silence of the disgraced.
There isn't any telling in defense of the insane,
the mute intense.
and dad has changed.
The youngest nearly starved herself, by Grace she won't accept
but self-punishment and furtherance into sickness of debt;
*if i were brighter, were i slighter,
had i done better, he'd have stayed*
she blames herself, then just a child,
for causing all the grief you made.
and dad is changed.
a nephew or a niece conceived within loss of control
and then was lost and killed another piece of my exhausted soul
and I was married, with a step-son, after turning things around
but now that's buried ancient history. not what I thought I'd found.
He told me the same things you used to tell me,
*they just like you because they don't know you.
your facade is too corrupt to show through.
but I am near now, I know you're a fraud.
You're the antithesis of good and God.*
You never met my dog,
and dad has changed.
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 10:04 AM UTC
Everything is still the same, except just rearranged
except for dad, he's changed.
I fell down and nearly drowned
in whiskey and *******
I thought I could replace the pain
of not seeing your face again
but every ******* trace you left behind
was sacred space, inside confined
the welling tragedy, silence of the disgraced.
There isn't any telling in defense of the insane,
the mute intense.
and dad has changed.
The youngest nearly starved herself, by Grace she won't accept
but self-punishment and furtherance into sickness of debt;
*if i were brighter, were i slighter,
had i done better, he'd have stayed*
she blames herself, then just a child,
for causing all the grief you made.
and dad is changed.
a nephew or a niece conceived within loss of control
and then was lost and killed another piece of my exhausted soul
and I was married, with a step-son, after turning things around
but now that's buried ancient history. not what I thought I'd found.
He told me the same things you used to tell me,
*they just like you because they don't know you.
your facade is too corrupt to show through.
but I am near now, I know you're a fraud.
You're the antithesis of good and God.*
You never met my dog,
and dad has changed.
