I live for a life I don’t really like.
There is nothing in particular bad about it,
but I am.
I am not worthy of living.
I can’t see the beauty in it,
The colors are gray, my heart is empty.
I am willing to be.I am willing to work,
to play my part.
But deep down, I don’t feel the passion for lifeeveryone is talking about.
For me Everything just feels numb
I don’t want to die —at least I think so.
But living doesn’t seem right for me.
I don’t care about my existence.
I don’t care if I’ll be part of the next day.
I’m not planning on living past 20 anyway.
Everyone says I should look out for my future,
but grown-ups seem more interestedin what will happen to me
I could ever be.
I don’t see the importance of a long life.
Why live if I don’t feel like it?
When I’m mentally in pain every day.
Why work hard for a futureI’ll never be part of?
Why care for a body
i cut open at night?
Why take interest in what people sayif none of them will visit my grave?
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 3:46 PM UTC
I live for a life I don’t really like.
There is nothing in particular bad about it,
but I am.
I am not worthy of living.
I can’t see the beauty in it,
The colors are gray, my heart is empty.
I am willing to be.I am willing to work,
to play my part.
But deep down, I don’t feel the passion for lifeeveryone is talking about.
For me Everything just feels numb
I don’t want to die —at least I think so.
But living doesn’t seem right for me.
I don’t care about my existence.
I don’t care if I’ll be part of the next day.
I’m not planning on living past 20 anyway.
Everyone says I should look out for my future,
but grown-ups seem more interestedin what will happen to me
I could ever be.
I don’t see the importance of a long life.
Why live if I don’t feel like it?
When I’m mentally in pain every day.
Why work hard for a futureI’ll never be part of?
Why care for a body
i cut open at night?
Why take interest in what people sayif none of them will visit my grave?