But if I just
stay in bed
for the rest of today
and tomorrow
and the day after
and if I just
not care about studying
for anything and if I just
keep the words inside
and let them rip my veins
and shred me apart
and if I just stop fighting
the pain or if I just stop
moving maybe then
just maybe
I will become too numb
from feeling too much
and I will cease to feel
because all there is right now
is pain and hurt and frustration
and when they are asleep,
happiness is awake
but my happiness is
too fragile, and
like a stranger in a coffee shop,
it has its own depression.
May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 1:00 PM UTC
But if I just
stay in bed
for the rest of today
and tomorrow
and the day after
and if I just
not care about studying
for anything and if I just
keep the words inside
and let them rip my veins
and shred me apart
and if I just stop fighting
the pain or if I just stop
moving maybe then
just maybe
I will become too numb
from feeling too much
and I will cease to feel
because all there is right now
is pain and hurt and frustration
and when they are asleep,
happiness is awake
but my happiness is
too fragile, and
like a stranger in a coffee shop,
it has its own depression.
May.20.2014
