I swear the words took a million years to come out
And reach my ears,
And then a million more for my brain to unscramble them.
Years of
Utter emptiness
Searing pain
Agonizing heartbreak.
Years spent
Punching walls
Sobbing
Screaming.
Highs and lows trading places
Like they couldn't get enough of my
Self hatred
Self destruction
Self annihilation.
Years spent living on extremes,
Over confident, over achieving
Too tired, too alone
Unbelievably alive, unbelievably in love
So reckless, so dangerous.
All of it
Concluding
Culminating
Climaxing
In four words
"Manic.
Depressive.
Borderline.
Bipolar."
Dec 6, 2012
Dec 6, 2012 at 12:10 AM UTC
I swear the words took a million years to come out
And reach my ears,
And then a million more for my brain to unscramble them.
Years of
Utter emptiness
Searing pain
Agonizing heartbreak.
Years spent
Punching walls
Sobbing
Screaming.
Highs and lows trading places
Like they couldn't get enough of my
Self hatred
Self destruction
Self annihilation.
Years spent living on extremes,
Over confident, over achieving
Too tired, too alone
Unbelievably alive, unbelievably in love
So reckless, so dangerous.
All of it
Concluding
Culminating
Climaxing
In four words
"Manic.
Depressive.
Borderline.
Bipolar."
