As always, you want to sidestep the pain
And let it take residence, staying there until it rots,
You say you can’t face what was once effortless
But the most effort you ever invested in
Was mindless cruelty
That very easily could have killed me.
When I start to forget it,
I miss you despite the circumstances.
But it’s been ages without you
And it’s not as painful as it was.
I hope you get better about compassion
And less hung up on vendettas.
Maybe the blossoming of the new year
Will change you completely
And no one else ever will want to **** me like you do.
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 8:39 AM UTC
As always, you want to sidestep the pain
And let it take residence, staying there until it rots,
You say you can’t face what was once effortless
But the most effort you ever invested in
Was mindless cruelty
That very easily could have killed me.
When I start to forget it,
I miss you despite the circumstances.
But it’s been ages without you
And it’s not as painful as it was.
I hope you get better about compassion
And less hung up on vendettas.
Maybe the blossoming of the new year
Will change you completely
And no one else ever will want to **** me like you do.
