I lay my sword down,
letting it crash through the earth.
I look down at it,
how easy it was to cut through.
I stare at my hands,
full of scars and blush-like sweat,
Once so innocent,
once smooth.
As soon as the sword settles,
the thunder rumbles angrily,
screaming at me, wanting to know
why I did all that I did.
Rain pours heavily,
from the sky, and from my eyes.
There was a time,
I had a choice.
I could've stayed back,
let someone else handle the burden.
If I weren't there, and with my wife,
with my soon-to-be child..
perhaps I could have saved them.
I chose to protect our country,
and saved others. In the end,
nobody chose to protect my family,
because that was my burden to handle.
The screams grow louder, stronger.
I beg them to leave me alone,
but they keep haunting me,
with those painful memories.
I fall down to my knees,
reaching for the sword's hilt,
driving it deeper,
as if the earth could swallow it.
In hopes I would forget,
about my wrong decisions,
and my unforgivable thoughts.
But in the silver slash,
I see only their faces.
Mar 15
Mar 15, 2026 at 4:06 PM UTC
I lay my sword down,
letting it crash through the earth.
I look down at it,
how easy it was to cut through.
I stare at my hands,
full of scars and blush-like sweat,
Once so innocent,
once smooth.
As soon as the sword settles,
the thunder rumbles angrily,
screaming at me, wanting to know
why I did all that I did.
Rain pours heavily,
from the sky, and from my eyes.
There was a time,
I had a choice.
I could've stayed back,
let someone else handle the burden.
If I weren't there, and with my wife,
with my soon-to-be child..
perhaps I could have saved them.
I chose to protect our country,
and saved others. In the end,
nobody chose to protect my family,
because that was my burden to handle.
The screams grow louder, stronger.
I beg them to leave me alone,
but they keep haunting me,
with those painful memories.
I fall down to my knees,
reaching for the sword's hilt,
driving it deeper,
as if the earth could swallow it.
In hopes I would forget,
about my wrong decisions,
and my unforgivable thoughts.
But in the silver slash,
I see only their faces.
