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Please be aware: Everything I say similar to: "i don't want to be myself, it's so hard, it hurts, too tired, just don't want to be in this moment and at all times" is the strongest biggest loudest most intense and powerful YES to life I could shout out Let me explain what those words expressed by my brain mean to my heart: I don't want to be the person any more that I am right now It's so hard to stand everything this person represents It hurts, everything she feels, too often and for too long So I don't want to be in such moments of grief and pain and feeling dead inside never no more Instead: After years and years of waiting and persevering I want LIFE. to. get. finally. started. I want a Change I want to learn how to be another person The real me Instead of a negativist-conducted marionette I want to EXPERIENCE a lot A lot a lot a lot a lot There are so many beautiful things on earth So I want to learn to open these tired eyes I want to have a positive impact on Other people I want to BE Free and Alive (And I like one sentence which is written by Mary-Elizabeth Cotton: "before I die, I want to learn to live!")
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Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 1:38 PM UTC
Free and Alive
Please be aware: Everything I say similar to: "i don't want to be myself, it's so hard, it hurts, too tired, just don't want to be in this moment and at all times" is the strongest biggest loudest most intense and powerful YES to life I could shout out Let me explain what those words expressed by my brain mean to my heart: I don't want to be the person any more that I am right now It's so hard to stand everything this person represents It hurts, everything she feels, too often and for too long So I don't want to be in such moments of grief and pain and feeling dead inside never no more Instead: After years and years of waiting and persevering I want LIFE. to. get. finally. started. I want a Change I want to learn how to be another person The real me Instead of a negativist-conducted marionette I want to EXPERIENCE a lot A lot a lot a lot a lot There are so many beautiful things on earth So I want to learn to open these tired eyes I want to have a positive impact on Other people I want to BE Free and Alive (And I like one sentence which is written by Mary-Elizabeth Cotton: "before I die, I want to learn to live!")
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Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 1:38 PM UTC
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