i'm not entirely sure where to begin.
is it practical to discuss the lack of contact we've had? how we fit the mold of "perpetual estrangement" like Wentworth and Anne? do i dare make that connection since they end up together and we, sadly, didn't?
do i speak about how i thought we were a waste of time? or how i changed my mind and decided that i needed us in order to grow? do i mention that i miss you? that i have to force myself not to text you when i drink too much or smell a rose?
do i mention that my sister found your old perfume in my closest and decided to wear it? that my home smelt of you for weeks and i ached for you?
or do i mention that i know you're going through a hard time based on what i've seen on social media? that i can still read you, even when given the most minute details?
i'm still not entirely sure where we stand or how you feel.
it's 5 years later and i still feel the same, but things are different now.
Oct 4, 2020
Oct 4, 2020 at 10:32 PM UTC
i'm not entirely sure where to begin.
is it practical to discuss the lack of contact we've had? how we fit the mold of "perpetual estrangement" like Wentworth and Anne? do i dare make that connection since they end up together and we, sadly, didn't?
do i speak about how i thought we were a waste of time? or how i changed my mind and decided that i needed us in order to grow? do i mention that i miss you? that i have to force myself not to text you when i drink too much or smell a rose?
do i mention that my sister found your old perfume in my closest and decided to wear it? that my home smelt of you for weeks and i ached for you?
or do i mention that i know you're going through a hard time based on what i've seen on social media? that i can still read you, even when given the most minute details?
i'm still not entirely sure where we stand or how you feel.
it's 5 years later and i still feel the same, but things are different now.
written for writing class. you're still my muse even if you've forgotten me.