fill up my head with delusions
i hope that i am not useless
he will leave, i let him do it
can’t grip any longer
i hope that i can get through it
same wounds as my father
i trust in his disapproval
there is something wrong, something stuck
i don’t deserve love, i am not enough
i can name it because i hear it
echoing through my blood
why do i feel so inadequate ?
inadmissible, tragic
why do i carry such sadness?
**** myself out of habit
Dec 12, 2025
Dec 12, 2025 at 11:23 AM UTC
fill up my head with delusions
i hope that i am not useless
he will leave, i let him do it
can’t grip any longer
i hope that i can get through it
same wounds as my father
i trust in his disapproval
there is something wrong, something stuck
i don’t deserve love, i am not enough
i can name it because i hear it
echoing through my blood
why do i feel so inadequate ?
inadmissible, tragic
why do i carry such sadness?
**** myself out of habit
