Sometimes I get sad
and go to a dark place
It's rough there
it's dark there
My saddness in uncontrollable
I don't know where it's from
I'm crying for someone's help
begging to get out
I once beleived that God
could get me through
But I feel to far away
where he can't see me
The light is not around
so bury me in the ground
I want out of this hell
God, help me
I will bleed
until I die
Cut into the skin
that isn't mine
The truth is
I'll never escape
The truth is
I'll never be saved
I've done too much wrong
and I don't belong
Heaven's a beautiful place
I can see it
When I close my eyes
I float off
It's a place with good
there is no fear or pain
But when I awake
reality sets in
I'm dead now
there's no life left
I've got to accept that
get comfortable
My life is not mine
but I have control
I've made too many mistakes
and I won't be saved.
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 8:58 AM UTC
Sometimes I get sad
and go to a dark place
It's rough there
it's dark there
My saddness in uncontrollable
I don't know where it's from
I'm crying for someone's help
begging to get out
I once beleived that God
could get me through
But I feel to far away
where he can't see me
The light is not around
so bury me in the ground
I want out of this hell
God, help me
I will bleed
until I die
Cut into the skin
that isn't mine
The truth is
I'll never escape
The truth is
I'll never be saved
I've done too much wrong
and I don't belong
Heaven's a beautiful place
I can see it
When I close my eyes
I float off
It's a place with good
there is no fear or pain
But when I awake
reality sets in
I'm dead now
there's no life left
I've got to accept that
get comfortable
My life is not mine
but I have control
I've made too many mistakes
and I won't be saved.
