andy-kittysmasher - Hello Poetry

STOP... there is no use in thinking like that STOP... put the razor down STOP... don't cry at your desk, it isn't worth it STOP... tell them the truth STOP... don't tell the girl all of your secrets STOP... don't ask her to come in with you God, if only i could have carried a STOP.... Sign around with me. If only i would have listened to my consious, constantly telling me to STOP... and rething what i was doing. To STOP... and put myself first to STOP... and think of what i'd be thinking now. If i could tell myself back then what i know now, I would say, those thoughts are not true the lines you create will forever be regretted the kids at school don't care if they upset you, don't show them your tears Tell them the truth, because so much would be different today if you do The girl who knows everything about you, will use it against you later and making the mistake of letting her in with you will run through your mind every day but mostof all, keep going don't STOP life just because you are sad. Don't STOP dreaming Don't STOP fighting and most of all don't STOP breathing

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Apr 20, 2016

Apr 20, 2016 at 7:55 PM UTC

To The Girl I Once Was

STOP... there is no use in thinking like that STOP... put the razor down STOP... don't cry at your desk, it isn't worth it STOP... tell them the truth STOP... don't tell the girl all of your secrets STOP... don't ask her to come in with you God, if only i could have carried a STOP.... Sign around with me. If only i would have listened to my consious, constantly telling me to STOP... and rething what i was doing. To STOP... and put myself first to STOP... and think of what i'd be thinking now. If i could tell myself back then what i know now, I would say, those thoughts are not true the lines you create will forever be regretted the kids at school don't care if they upset you, don't show them your tears Tell them the truth, because so much would be different today if you do The girl who knows everything about you, will use it against you later and making the mistake of letting her in with you will run through your mind every day but mostof all, keep going don't STOP life just because you are sad. Don't STOP dreaming Don't STOP fighting and most of all don't STOP breathing

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1. When you think you love someone, take a step back. When all you can see is the way they have shaped you into what they've wanted, just like your parents have all these years, walk away 2. When they tell you that you can't do it, look at them and prove you can. 3.when everything inside of you is screaming to just jump the bridge... Don't. Because tomorrow won't be there if you do and I promise, tomorrow will miss you. And tomorrow has a new adventure. Be excited 4. When you see that girl across the table, and she scares you. Kiss her. Kiss her hard because you scare her too, but somehow it'll work. 5. When one day you wake up and food is no longer your best friend, when you can't stand the smell of your favorite meal, eat it anyway. Because when I stepped on the scale and saw I've lost 10 pounds in a week, I realized there was something wrong. 6. When you can't be yourself somewhere, leave. So that's what I'm doing. ...leaving

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Apr 12, 2015

Apr 12, 2015 at 10:50 PM UTC

The Things I Have Learned

1. When you think you love someone, take a step back. When all you can see is the way they have shaped you into what they've wanted, just like your parents have all these years, walk away 2. When they tell you that you can't do it, look at them and prove you can. 3.when everything inside of you is screaming to just jump the bridge... Don't. Because tomorrow won't be there if you do and I promise, tomorrow will miss you. And tomorrow has a new adventure. Be excited 4. When you see that girl across the table, and she scares you. Kiss her. Kiss her hard because you scare her too, but somehow it'll work. 5. When one day you wake up and food is no longer your best friend, when you can't stand the smell of your favorite meal, eat it anyway. Because when I stepped on the scale and saw I've lost 10 pounds in a week, I realized there was something wrong. 6. When you can't be yourself somewhere, leave. So that's what I'm doing. ...leaving

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Because of you I’m not lost Because of you I have hope Because of you I’m not afraid to look in mirror Because of you I’m not afraid to hurt Because of you The scars on my legs don’t scare me anymore Because of you I don’t make scars on my legs Because of you I can feel my future Because of you I don’t feel sick Because of you I don’t eat too much Because of you I don’t have holes in my heart Because of you I want to have a family Because of you I realized that love is real And it doesn’t always have to feel one sided Because of you I don’t cry myself to sleep Because of you I don’t feel alone Because of you I believe in God …again Because of you I don’t feel like He hates me Because of you And your family I know what family feels like Because of you I don’t fight stupid battles in my head Instead, I let them out knowing I win Because of you I’m free From the bricks that once kept me from moving Because of you I can dream Because of you I can love myself Because of you I don’t want to die If it weren’t for you I might not be here If it weren’t for you I’d probably have given up If it weren’t for you I know I would have given up So, Thank you.

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Oct 22, 2014

Oct 22, 2014 at 9:19 PM UTC

A poem for Emily,

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"I love you," she said with her hand in her lap as she looked up at her mother whose hand began to tap "I love you," she repeated staring at her mom just praying she'd say it back but silence is what did come. "I love you," she screamed and she looked up with fear the woman got up and left her alone here "I love you," she sobbed but her mom didn't care she left her there, helpless without a single care "I still love you," she sobbed "unconditionally but I guess my mother can't love the actual me."

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Oct 17, 2014

Oct 17, 2014 at 9:45 PM UTC

I love you,

"I love you," she said with her hand in her lap as she looked up at her mother whose hand began to tap "I love you," she repeated staring at her mom just praying she'd say it back but silence is what did come. "I love you," she screamed and she looked up with fear the woman got up and left her alone here "I love you," she sobbed but her mom didn't care she left her there, helpless without a single care "I still love you," she sobbed "unconditionally but I guess my mother can't love the actual me."

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I close my eyes And lick my lips As Full hands Turn into finger tips They go down my side Then over my thighs The hands begin to undo The laces on my shoe Then the buttons on my pants Maybe this is what they call romance The hands know what's next And what'll feel best As they slip between my legs The more my body begs They stroke where it feels right And my muscles become tight When I finally I *** And all of my body is numb I finally open my eyes And realize my body has told lies For I lay in bed alone With only hands of my own

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Jul 10, 2014

Jul 10, 2014 at 10:58 AM UTC

Intensity

I close my eyes And lick my lips As Full hands Turn into finger tips They go down my side Then over my thighs The hands begin to undo The laces on my shoe Then the buttons on my pants Maybe this is what they call romance The hands know what's next And what'll feel best As they slip between my legs The more my body begs They stroke where it feels right And my muscles become tight When I finally I *** And all of my body is numb I finally open my eyes And realize my body has told lies For I lay in bed alone With only hands of my own

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I want to be your pick-me-up I know that times get hard And hearts begin to ache I'll do what ever is needed To stop your earth quake

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Jul 8, 2014

Jul 8, 2014 at 10:43 PM UTC

Let Me

I want to be your pick-me-up I know that times get hard And hearts begin to ache I'll do what ever is needed To stop your earth quake

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When I first saw your face My mind began to race When I first held your hand It felt like melting in sand When I first kissed your lips And you held my hips It was like it would never end And my heart you did mend And when I first was between your legs Every inch of you begs But when I first said I loved you It was true

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Jun 20, 2014

Jun 20, 2014 at 11:21 PM UTC

When I first

When I first saw your face My mind began to race When I first held your hand It felt like melting in sand When I first kissed your lips And you held my hips It was like it would never end And my heart you did mend And when I first was between your legs Every inch of you begs But when I first said I loved you It was true

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When you can see the sunshine in a far away land But your world is so dark, you can't see your own hand When the people around you become a clown They would do anything so you wouldn't frown All I can see is the darkened hill Where flowers and butterflies no longer appeal YOU are the reason for what I've become And the reason I have become so numb When the sun comes out and the dark disappears I'll stand up tall and brush away your tears No longer will I care what anyone says Therefore I'll be happy for the rest of my days BUT, I fear those days will never come And I'll be stuck here, numb Because I can see the sunshine in a far away land But my world is so dark, I can't see my own hand.

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May 27, 2014

May 27, 2014 at 4:53 PM UTC

Sunshine

When you can see the sunshine in a far away land But your world is so dark, you can't see your own hand When the people around you become a clown They would do anything so you wouldn't frown All I can see is the darkened hill Where flowers and butterflies no longer appeal YOU are the reason for what I've become And the reason I have become so numb When the sun comes out and the dark disappears I'll stand up tall and brush away your tears No longer will I care what anyone says Therefore I'll be happy for the rest of my days BUT, I fear those days will never come And I'll be stuck here, numb Because I can see the sunshine in a far away land But my world is so dark, I can't see my own hand.

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No, because I love you too

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May 20, 2014

May 20, 2014 at 10:25 AM UTC

If I Told You I Love You, Would You Say I'm Crazy?

No, because I love you too

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Sometimes I get sad and go to a dark place It's rough there it's dark there My saddness in uncontrollable I don't know where it's from I'm crying for someone's help begging to get out I once beleived that God could get me through But I feel to far away where he can't see me The light is not around so bury me in the ground I want out of this hell God, help me I will bleed until I die Cut into the skin that isn't mine The truth is I'll never escape The truth is I'll never be saved I've done too much wrong and I don't belong Heaven's a beautiful place I can see it When I close my eyes I float off It's a place with good there is no fear or pain But when I awake reality sets in I'm dead now there's no life left I've got to accept that get comfortable My life is not mine but I have control I've made too many mistakes and I won't be saved.

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May 7, 2014

May 7, 2014 at 8:58 AM UTC

Help

Sometimes I get sad and go to a dark place It's rough there it's dark there My saddness in uncontrollable I don't know where it's from I'm crying for someone's help begging to get out I once beleived that God could get me through But I feel to far away where he can't see me The light is not around so bury me in the ground I want out of this hell God, help me I will bleed until I die Cut into the skin that isn't mine The truth is I'll never escape The truth is I'll never be saved I've done too much wrong and I don't belong Heaven's a beautiful place I can see it When I close my eyes I float off It's a place with good there is no fear or pain But when I awake reality sets in I'm dead now there's no life left I've got to accept that get comfortable My life is not mine but I have control I've made too many mistakes and I won't be saved.

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