I don't want to live
I can't find reasons
I live for others entertainment
to bring others smiles
never for myself;
but for you.
Vent to me
come to me
tell me your problems
let me make it better
I'll try fix it for you
even if I break in the process
because my purpose
is to keep others alive
and when I eventually
tie this rope
adorned with a bow
a smile will grace my face!
because even if
I am leaving
this cruel, worthless world
I've hopefully stopped someone else
from doing the same.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 3:21 PM UTC
I don't want to live
I can't find reasons
I live for others entertainment
to bring others smiles
never for myself;
but for you.
Vent to me
come to me
tell me your problems
let me make it better
I'll try fix it for you
even if I break in the process
because my purpose
is to keep others alive
and when I eventually
tie this rope
adorned with a bow
a smile will grace my face!
because even if
I am leaving
this cruel, worthless world
I've hopefully stopped someone else
from doing the same.
having a saviours complex mixed in with bad mental health is certainly not for the week </3
—Octavia Faye • 26/5/26
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