it's been a year of firsts
my first time moving out
my first time with a guy
my first time being in control
but sadly
I can't say I've experienced
my first time moving on
it's been over a year
and still you appear in my thoughts
daily, mostly in fear
I gave you my mind
my heart, my soul, my love
but it wasn't enough for you
you bent and twisted me until you broke me
even though this year changed me
so many different ways
deep down I'm so glad
I didn't let myself stay
I think about you
miss you, too
I'm drunk but still with it enough to say
**** YOU
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 12:16 AM UTC
it's been a year of firsts
my first time moving out
my first time with a guy
my first time being in control
but sadly
I can't say I've experienced
my first time moving on
it's been over a year
and still you appear in my thoughts
daily, mostly in fear
I gave you my mind
my heart, my soul, my love
but it wasn't enough for you
you bent and twisted me until you broke me
even though this year changed me
so many different ways
deep down I'm so glad
I didn't let myself stay
I think about you
miss you, too
I'm drunk but still with it enough to say
**** YOU
