When did I give birth? Not something I recall!
'Recollection not necessary, just look at me'
Not the world's prettiest picture.
'But one you still love!'
He's right, my heart is his.
He owns it.
I don't own his, but a portion is mine.
I wonder if he'll still love me in the future.
Time may change his love, his dependence.
How will I survive? I depend on his love too.
Perhaps then my end will come.
Will I welcome it?
Will I be brave enough?
I hope so.... this is too hard.
Oct 8, 2019
Oct 8, 2019 at 9:23 AM UTC
When did I give birth? Not something I recall!
'Recollection not necessary, just look at me'
Not the world's prettiest picture.
'But one you still love!'
He's right, my heart is his.
He owns it.
I don't own his, but a portion is mine.
I wonder if he'll still love me in the future.
Time may change his love, his dependence.
How will I survive? I depend on his love too.
Perhaps then my end will come.
Will I welcome it?
Will I be brave enough?
I hope so.... this is too hard.
He's my autistic nephew. I'm his safe place.