i fell in love with a boy with dark blonde hair and the most beautiful blue green eyes ive ever seen in my life
his smile is so bright that i swear he is a star
he is the sun in my galaxy
his laugh is as warm homemade chicken noodle soup;
so comforting, so nice you could cry
maybe it's a stretch to say that i'm in love
with the way he cheers up the people around him,
taking their hands and leading them into a world
where you can feel safe and finally be yourself
instead of wearing fake masks of happiness in order to protect those around you
from the hurricane you house inside
but even years of depression later,
a simple five minutes with him makes me feel immeasurable happiness
what's his secret?
if only jealousy didn't get the best of me
i wonder why i lie in bed,
daydreaming about a boy i wish i could have
but may never have
i wonder why i can never collect the courage
to just grab his hands
or hold his face and kiss him softly
i wonder why i'm so afraid of ruining our friendship and telling him how i really feel
when i so deeply just want to be his love
i wonder what he would say
if i asked him to stay in my life forever?
May 17, 2016
May 17, 2016 at 11:53 PM UTC
i fell in love with a boy with dark blonde hair and the most beautiful blue green eyes ive ever seen in my life
his smile is so bright that i swear he is a star
he is the sun in my galaxy
his laugh is as warm homemade chicken noodle soup;
so comforting, so nice you could cry
maybe it's a stretch to say that i'm in love
with the way he cheers up the people around him,
taking their hands and leading them into a world
where you can feel safe and finally be yourself
instead of wearing fake masks of happiness in order to protect those around you
from the hurricane you house inside
but even years of depression later,
a simple five minutes with him makes me feel immeasurable happiness
what's his secret?
if only jealousy didn't get the best of me
i wonder why i lie in bed,
daydreaming about a boy i wish i could have
but may never have
i wonder why i can never collect the courage
to just grab his hands
or hold his face and kiss him softly
i wonder why i'm so afraid of ruining our friendship and telling him how i really feel
when i so deeply just want to be his love
i wonder what he would say
if i asked him to stay in my life forever?
17th of may, 2016
he's very pretty and i kind of maybe like him
sorry for not posting in a while :(
