Had I known
That I would miss him this much
I wouldn't have left
Had I known
That it would hurt this much
I wouldn't have let him go
Had I known
That I would fall for him this much
I wouldn't have started loving him
But the truth is I have known
I have known all along
I knew so well
I knew I would miss him so much
But I needed to leave
'Coz I knew that it was wrong for me to be with him
I knew it would hurt me so much
But I needed to let him go
'Coz I knew that he was not mine to begin with
I knew that if I would fall, I'll fall so deep
But still I let myself fall
Hoping that he would catch me
But he didn't
He was already at someone else's embrace when I started falling
The fall hurt
It hurts so much
It left my heart shattered into pieces
But what hurts more is
Knowing that I am still clinging to those shattered pieces
Hoping you'd want it.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 6:06 AM UTC
Had I known
That I would miss him this much
I wouldn't have left
Had I known
That it would hurt this much
I wouldn't have let him go
Had I known
That I would fall for him this much
I wouldn't have started loving him
But the truth is I have known
I have known all along
I knew so well
I knew I would miss him so much
But I needed to leave
'Coz I knew that it was wrong for me to be with him
I knew it would hurt me so much
But I needed to let him go
'Coz I knew that he was not mine to begin with
I knew that if I would fall, I'll fall so deep
But still I let myself fall
Hoping that he would catch me
But he didn't
He was already at someone else's embrace when I started falling
The fall hurt
It hurts so much
It left my heart shattered into pieces
But what hurts more is
Knowing that I am still clinging to those shattered pieces
Hoping you'd want it.
