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So many thoughts Leading me to an equation I am not yet ready to understand But I stand As a being,Confused in my suffering It's not something that lit the spark,that would eventually burst into flames My mind cannot be tamed Leaving my head stripped,I felt raw, I was ripped,to shreds ,nearly dead So I read,I read,and I read Anything to stop the self destructive cycle For the lack of understanding keeps me contemplating,wondering,seeking ,reading There was no event that lead me to be a certain way I've been hiding myself away,a place I forced myself to stay, As I was peeking thru the cave, the one which I kept myself enslaved I caved, I said **** this cave There shall be no more slave I make it sound simple,as if just a ripple, I do wish it was that simple, It's part of who I am This pain, I did not train Some say there's no gain I mustn't refrain I disagree completely I have grown quite uniquely I can't control the wiring ,I've tried,it's much to tiring That's when I found my cave, the one which I've been enslaved Years in this cave,fears In this cave,tears in this cave, A world in which i was Being perceived as my exterior , left me brutally decayd I regained my awkward wiring, Still , no one knows my interior, not smug, nor a thought that I am superior ,I am mearly interior I use mearly with great clemency,as if its simplicity Perceive me as you will I dress the way I feel Equations are my thrill, As my hands are clinging to the edges of my ribs,where I sit perceiving the outside world, Wondering, Am I the only one hidin within myself?
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Nov 4, 2013
Nov 4, 2013 at 6:16 PM UTC
Introversion
So many thoughts Leading me to an equation I am not yet ready to understand But I stand As a being,Confused in my suffering It's not something that lit the spark,that would eventually burst into flames My mind cannot be tamed Leaving my head stripped,I felt raw, I was ripped,to shreds ,nearly dead So I read,I read,and I read Anything to stop the self destructive cycle For the lack of understanding keeps me contemplating,wondering,seeking ,reading There was no event that lead me to be a certain way I've been hiding myself away,a place I forced myself to stay, As I was peeking thru the cave, the one which I kept myself enslaved I caved, I said **** this cave There shall be no more slave I make it sound simple,as if just a ripple, I do wish it was that simple, It's part of who I am This pain, I did not train Some say there's no gain I mustn't refrain I disagree completely I have grown quite uniquely I can't control the wiring ,I've tried,it's much to tiring That's when I found my cave, the one which I've been enslaved Years in this cave,fears In this cave,tears in this cave, A world in which i was Being perceived as my exterior , left me brutally decayd I regained my awkward wiring, Still , no one knows my interior, not smug, nor a thought that I am superior ,I am mearly interior I use mearly with great clemency,as if its simplicity Perceive me as you will I dress the way I feel Equations are my thrill, As my hands are clinging to the edges of my ribs,where I sit perceiving the outside world, Wondering, Am I the only one hidin within myself?
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nalbanks
Nov 4, 2013
Nov 4, 2013 at 6:16 PM UTC
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