I'm not even motivated enough
To form my lack of motivation
Into a real poem
Maybe if I just keep writing
Keep forcing my fingers to type
Maybe
I'll push past the cloud
Had I been born in another time
I might have called myself cursed
Not always
I don't mean to complain because so much of my life is basking in light
And there have been times before when I was trapped in dark storms
Which are now few and far between
So I stay busy under the blue sky
Then comes the cloud....
Blocking feeling
motivation
love
hope
Like all rainy days
It will pass
Rain, rain...
Go away
But it's not even raining
It's just the haze that keeps me from seeing reality
from participating
from living
I've learned not to fight.
I just wait
and hope tomorrow will be sunny
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 7:24 PM UTC
I'm not even motivated enough
To form my lack of motivation
Into a real poem
Maybe if I just keep writing
Keep forcing my fingers to type
Maybe
I'll push past the cloud
Had I been born in another time
I might have called myself cursed
Not always
I don't mean to complain because so much of my life is basking in light
And there have been times before when I was trapped in dark storms
Which are now few and far between
So I stay busy under the blue sky
Then comes the cloud....
Blocking feeling
motivation
love
hope
Like all rainy days
It will pass
Rain, rain...
Go away
But it's not even raining
It's just the haze that keeps me from seeing reality
from participating
from living
I've learned not to fight.
I just wait
and hope tomorrow will be sunny
I want to clarify that I am a happy person. There are just days that I struggle with depression.
