**I miss you
Now you only exist through photographs
And I wonder if you smile between the frozen moments I see of you
I plead its true
Cause I'm bleeding new negatives of myself
But the only pain I've felt was putting you on a shelf
I can't see it any different
I think of you an infant and now I see you crawling and I wanna call your momma but I wonder if it matters and when to cut ties
I cut all the veins until most of it died
I got blood on my hands but most of it dried
Somehow the blood mixed with filth and a vine grew inside
And I wonder if I can touch your face if I climb**
***When is all lost?
When its all tossed aside and goes out with the tide?
I need a vanilla sky to make a horizon and bring back the water
Meanwhile I hear mommas having a daughter and I want her to be a doctor automatically
Cause success is something none of us ever got to see***
Dec 21, 2015
Dec 21, 2015 at 3:21 PM UTC
**I miss you
Now you only exist through photographs
And I wonder if you smile between the frozen moments I see of you
I plead its true
Cause I'm bleeding new negatives of myself
But the only pain I've felt was putting you on a shelf
I can't see it any different
I think of you an infant and now I see you crawling and I wanna call your momma but I wonder if it matters and when to cut ties
I cut all the veins until most of it died
I got blood on my hands but most of it dried
Somehow the blood mixed with filth and a vine grew inside
And I wonder if I can touch your face if I climb**
***When is all lost?
When its all tossed aside and goes out with the tide?
I need a vanilla sky to make a horizon and bring back the water
Meanwhile I hear mommas having a daughter and I want her to be a doctor automatically
Cause success is something none of us ever got to see***
