Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
Stirring and blurring, the truth and the lies
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
That I don't know what's real and what's not
That I can't trust myself anymore
Dancing around the stories we tell
I tell myself you're better off without me
My life isn't easy, and it hurts remembering
How it felt to shut down
How it felt to be utterly alone
Love is a ruthless game
I thought I had him all figured out
His misery was looking for some company and I was there
He showed me games I didn't want to play
I was a toy he left aside and threw away
I've never thought I'd get this far
When there's no one to help me now
Lost in all my troubled thoughts
Get along with the monsters under my bed
But my heart is full, I believe that there's hope buried underneath it all
So I went to find you, always find my way back to you
Just my luck...
Found something real that's out of touch
It might be selfish, but I don't dare let go
I just want to be by your side
If only these broken wings could fly
Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 10:36 AM UTC
Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
Stirring and blurring, the truth and the lies
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
That I don't know what's real and what's not
That I can't trust myself anymore
Dancing around the stories we tell
I tell myself you're better off without me
My life isn't easy, and it hurts remembering
How it felt to shut down
How it felt to be utterly alone
Love is a ruthless game
I thought I had him all figured out
His misery was looking for some company and I was there
He showed me games I didn't want to play
I was a toy he left aside and threw away
I've never thought I'd get this far
When there's no one to help me now
Lost in all my troubled thoughts
Get along with the monsters under my bed
But my heart is full, I believe that there's hope buried underneath it all
So I went to find you, always find my way back to you
Just my luck...
Found something real that's out of touch
It might be selfish, but I don't dare let go
I just want to be by your side
If only these broken wings could fly
