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There's this battle in my head Between doing what I want And feeling like the biggest ***** Or doing what will make others happier And then I end up wherever there's left to be. At least when they're happy I won't feel so selfish. But then the unhappy thoughts return and I feel it just the same. I was once told that you can never please everyone, So why not at least please yourself? Which sounds pretty genius, Until I fall into another depressive episode. Yeah they're just episodes now because it isn't all the time anymore. I've at least gotten better that way.
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Aug 14, 2013
Aug 14, 2013 at 11:48 PM UTC
Sullen Selfishness in A Sea of Shame
There's this battle in my head Between doing what I want And feeling like the biggest ***** Or doing what will make others happier And then I end up wherever there's left to be. At least when they're happy I won't feel so selfish. But then the unhappy thoughts return and I feel it just the same. I was once told that you can never please everyone, So why not at least please yourself? Which sounds pretty genius, Until I fall into another depressive episode. Yeah they're just episodes now because it isn't all the time anymore. I've at least gotten better that way.
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Aug 14, 2013
Aug 14, 2013 at 11:48 PM UTC
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