It feels like a stone in my heart ♥️
I’m trying to roll it out the way
Heavy deep set
dead weight
gravity
I think my heart has hardened?
Panic
What am I chipping away at to reach it?
Dislodge it
It won’t move
I’m sweating
I’m dying trying
Screaming inside
Behind my ****** facade
A veil
Nobody sees the struggle inside
The laughs and giggles
Dancing and wiggles
A deterrent
There behind the stone I feel the warmth
Theres something shiny and bright!
I’ve struck gold!
There…some relief 😮💨
when It lifts a-bit
Elation, joy, fulfilment
Presence
I fit in
I’m only wedged in
But all too soon I succumb
I can’t hold on
Fear
Icey cold
I crumble
and let go again -
Again -
I fall into pain
Feb 9
Feb 9, 2026 at 7:54 AM UTC
It feels like a stone in my heart ♥️
I’m trying to roll it out the way
Heavy deep set
dead weight
gravity
I think my heart has hardened?
Panic
What am I chipping away at to reach it?
Dislodge it
It won’t move
I’m sweating
I’m dying trying
Screaming inside
Behind my ****** facade
A veil
Nobody sees the struggle inside
The laughs and giggles
Dancing and wiggles
A deterrent
There behind the stone I feel the warmth
Theres something shiny and bright!
I’ve struck gold!
There…some relief 😮💨
when It lifts a-bit
Elation, joy, fulfilment
Presence
I fit in
I’m only wedged in
But all too soon I succumb
I can’t hold on
Fear
Icey cold
I crumble
and let go again -
Again -
I fall into pain