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I am not your **** toy Not a plastic doll Your fantasies Don't get to come True on my account These aren't your fun bags My *** is not to smack My skin longs For the touch of fingertips But crawls at the thought Bristle before, relax Never knowing What unwanted touch Is coming next Never knew to say no Never knew wrong was wrong Until it was all too late Doctor in the barn Damaged on the trail Grabbed my wrist -- was I wrong? Drank it all away Faded into blackness Forcing through the door Older now Learning once again They only want one thing from you; You're just a last resort So feign for their attention Gave as good as got Dove right down that rabbit hole Trying to drown it out And still -- trapped, touched Touche But then again, and "No" That famous word So infamously hard to hear Too ashamed to fight back Give in Then Live in FEAR Let me say again Because it bears repeating: Give in, then Live in fear Bare -- Repeating **** Say it with me now Such an ugly word How does it make you feel Do you feel ashamed Are you feeling scarred Do you feel her fear Or is it not so clear? Do you feel Powerful now Or is it All her fault Such an ugly word So,  say it with me now **** Found out what it means to me.
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Aug 23, 2018
Aug 23, 2018 at 1:22 PM UTC
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I am not your **** toy Not a plastic doll Your fantasies Don't get to come True on my account These aren't your fun bags My *** is not to smack My skin longs For the touch of fingertips But crawls at the thought Bristle before, relax Never knowing What unwanted touch Is coming next Never knew to say no Never knew wrong was wrong Until it was all too late Doctor in the barn Damaged on the trail Grabbed my wrist -- was I wrong? Drank it all away Faded into blackness Forcing through the door Older now Learning once again They only want one thing from you; You're just a last resort So feign for their attention Gave as good as got Dove right down that rabbit hole Trying to drown it out And still -- trapped, touched Touche But then again, and "No" That famous word So infamously hard to hear Too ashamed to fight back Give in Then Live in FEAR Let me say again Because it bears repeating: Give in, then Live in fear Bare -- Repeating **** Say it with me now Such an ugly word How does it make you feel Do you feel ashamed Are you feeling scarred Do you feel her fear Or is it not so clear? Do you feel Powerful now Or is it All her fault Such an ugly word So,  say it with me now **** Found out what it means to me.
#survivor#staystrong#notyourfault#notalone
MegghanRae
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MegghanRae
F/Metro Detroit
Aug 23, 2018
Aug 23, 2018 at 1:22 PM UTC
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