I went to my last counseling appointment today
and when i stood up to leave
I felt as if I should shake her hand
but instead I walked out that door on tentative fawn legs
I stepped into the cold
and I felt like a stranger to myself
I bought coffee and a pack of cigarettes
and stood by the same ledge I always do
but it didn’t feel the same
I have her card in my front pocket for emergencies only
I feel as if I just stepped into harsh burning sunlight
I feel like there is winter air trapped in my lungs
I've come to the conclusion that
there’s nothing really wrong with me
but there’s nothing all that right either
Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 10:55 AM UTC
I went to my last counseling appointment today
and when i stood up to leave
I felt as if I should shake her hand
but instead I walked out that door on tentative fawn legs
I stepped into the cold
and I felt like a stranger to myself
I bought coffee and a pack of cigarettes
and stood by the same ledge I always do
but it didn’t feel the same
I have her card in my front pocket for emergencies only
I feel as if I just stepped into harsh burning sunlight
I feel like there is winter air trapped in my lungs
I've come to the conclusion that
there’s nothing really wrong with me
but there’s nothing all that right either
