Heart so cold I don’t feel at home
Walls around me crash on me
And I can’t even smile with my heart
Trying to be happy being alone
Trying to be positive with what I have
Trying to be content with the life I live
Constantly feeling like it’s not mine that I’m living
Like I’m not living up to my best
Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 1:56 PM UTC
Heart so cold I don’t feel at home
Walls around me crash on me
And I can’t even smile with my heart
Trying to be happy being alone
Trying to be positive with what I have
Trying to be content with the life I live
Constantly feeling like it’s not mine that I’m living
Like I’m not living up to my best
we're supposed to feel adequate for at least one other person on this planet right? but it has to start with ourselves, we have to be able to tell ourselves we're well enough alone. but i don't feel like that's possible for me. there's nothing out there in the universe that could fill me up more than filling someone else up with all my love. but i guess that's dangerous too, if i don't save some for myself.
